Once Upon A Love @ Minggu, 29 April 2012

I'm just an ordinary girl
Not rich, not pretty like the other girls
Who knows i'm just hiding in the back of their shadow
Who cares with a girl like me?
Anyways, no one will see me
No one will even blink at me

I’m a girl who wishes and hopes,
Who wants things to happen on their own.
Dreaming as the world moves fast.
That i can't even reach...
I love to make a wish, on upon a star
But sometimes, my mind says
"I must be wishing on someone else's stars, they got what i wished"
And how about myself?

You know right

None of my wish come true

I used to dream about him

About spending the rest of life with him.

I told myself "Why do you dream so much about him, when you don't even know if he loves you or not?"

Someone asked me "Why you love him?"

And i couldn't answer it, i have no reason

I just love him

And that is where the pain starts, i keep on holding to such matters that every move he makes is a big matter for me.

I keep on expecting but nothing happens.

A background for a relationship that would never seem to shatter.

But still, i'm not ready to give up even though the conclusion is already implied that i would never be together but i'm still there hoping that the story would shift from her to me.

I would say I'm happy for you, You guys are so sweet, I'm letting you go, If you don't feel the same way about me then go.

Those words keep ringing in my head but still i'm holding on the quote,

"if we're meant to be then you would come back to me"

A one sided love story, a story of endless struggles of being noticed,

of trying to impressed,

of trying hard ...... of waiting ...

of hoping ...... of loving ...

and of taking as much pain as you can take in.

3 years passed, those pain made a hole inside of me

No one could heal it, no one could erase

My mind keep thinking about him

My heart does

Your heart still with hers

You're drifting further and further away

Don't you know, I'm always here, standing under the streetlight, on the side of the cold street

Waiting you to turn back,

Whenever it is, i'll be there...

Please realised me here, tho it just once

I need you to..

I beg you, blind. Look at me here on your back

I still look forward to the appearance of a miracle,

True Story of Regina Cindy's

Label: my love story