I'm sorry if It sounds weird, and I'm kinda uncomfortable to tell my love story on public, but however I have to, People said problems will not be solved if we didn't share. So Imma try :)

I won't force you to read this one, you may just skip this 'hell' part.

I never told my true feeling, I choose to hide it all

I wonder why does my heart closed by itself

Up till this very minute I can't truly believe in men's words

their promises, sweet words of them, and all of the things they have.

I always think that the world is full of fake people. And I was never able to fall in love with any of them.

It was just the start of Junior High School and I wasn't interested in any of guys in my school, until I saw R. He was the sunshine of the darkness for me. I watch him pass me by everyday. I stay to see him look my way, But he never does, Just because He does not love me. I know I can never get near him, he'll be far away. I dream of him every night, I think of him everyday. But he can never feel that- He'll be far away. I know the distance between us

My heart broke into million pieces. I thought I was going to go sycho because it hurt me that much.

Don't ask me if I still love him. Because I don't know, he with his girlfriend is a perfect couple in my eyes, completing each other, they seems flawless. 4 years in love is not a short time, I do love him, Everyone knows tha love shouldn't have right? I still love him but I'm trying to get over him. Tho' my feeling is no longer the same as the first time I met him, I know he's not the right one for me. I've learnt what is love at the first sight, the differences between your lover and crush. I didn't explain it, but I only could feel it.

Teenagers Nowadays, are creepy! escpecially for girls. I used to be with one of my friend, I was so close at that time. We often hang out, almost everyday, people said she's cute, pretty, and maybe perfect. But which side did they look? I've learnt one more thing from her, until I could conclude, those people who liked her were just looking a girl from the face, not her personality even her true heart. She ended up being used by the boys in my school, up until now she didn't realise, and she wouldn't realise. She have tons of ex-boyfriends. So, what happened to me? One day, I started to like a boy in my school, instead of saying hello to me, he tried to get closer with my friend. Dissapointed? yes ! I always trying to keep myself calm, it happened more than one times. I didn't blame her, I'm the one who should say thanks, if she wasn't here, I wouldn't know that the boy I liked, look a girl only from the outside.

She love to lied, cheated, she loves money, and handsome guy, She didn't consider whether the guy is a bad guy or not. I wonder, did she care of herself? or she only want to fulfill her lust?

My heart silently cries the tears from deep within, The pain won't stop aching but I just keep it in. I closed myself, stop hoping for a miracle for my terrible love story, I'm not the kind of girl guys falling love with. I would like to make myself believe, that there's a guy from thousands who will love me and come to me no matter who am I, no matter how I look. He'll recover my pains, He'll stay love me for ever more. Oh please, Does a fairy tale really exist?

Please rember, no one falls in love by choice, it's by chance. And no one believes in love at first sight until that special person comes along and steals your heart

However, loving someone and not being loved in return, is the worst thing in the world

I'm sorry if It sounds weird, and I'm kinda uncomfortable to tell my love story on public, but however I have to, People said problems will not be solved if we didn't share. So Imma try :)

I won't force you to read this one, you may just skip this 'hell' part.

I never told my true feeling, I choose to hide it all

I wonder why does my heart closed by itself

Up till this very minute I can't truly believe in men's words

their promises, sweet words of them, and all of the things they have.

I always think that the world is full of fake people. And I was never able to fall in love with any of them.

It was just the start of Junior High School and I wasn't interested in any of guys in my school, until I saw R. He was the sunshine of the darkness for me. I watch him pass me by everyday. I stay to see him look my way, But he never does, Just because He does not love me. I know I can never get near him, he'll be far away. I dream of him every night, I think of him everyday. But he can never feel that- He'll be far away. I know the distance between us

My heart broke into million pieces. I thought I was going to go sycho because it hurt me that much.

Don't ask me if I still love him. Because I don't know, he with his girlfriend is a perfect couple in my eyes, completing each other, they seems flawless. 4 years in love is not a short time, I do love him, Everyone knows tha love shouldn't have right? I still love him but I'm trying to get over him. Tho' my feeling is no longer the same as the first time I met him, I know he's not the right one for me. I've learnt what is love at the first sight, the differences between your lover and crush. I didn't explain it, but I only could feel it.

Teenagers Nowadays, are creepy! escpecially for girls. I used to be with one of my friend, I was so close at that time. We often hang out, almost everyday, people said she's cute, pretty, and maybe perfect. But which side did they look? I've learnt one more thing from her, until I could conclude, those people who liked her were just looking a girl from the face, not her personality even her true heart. She ended up being used by the boys in my school, up until now she didn't realise, and she wouldn't realise. She have tons of ex-boyfriends. So, what happened to me? One day, I started to like a boy in my school, instead of saying hello to me, he tried to get closer with my friend. Dissapointed? yes ! I always trying to keep myself calm, it happened more than one times. I didn't blame her, I'm the one who should say thanks, if she wasn't here, I wouldn't know that the boy I liked, look a girl only from the outside.

She love to lied, cheated, she loves money, and handsome guy, She didn't consider whether the guy is a bad guy or not. I wonder, did she care of herself? or she only want to fulfill her lust?

My heart silently cries the tears from deep within, The pain won't stop aching but I just keep it in. I closed myself, stop hoping for a miracle for my terrible love story, I'm not the kind of girl guys falling love with. I would like to make myself believe, that there's a guy from thousands who will love me and come to me no matter who am I, no matter how I look. He'll recover my pains, He'll stay love me for ever more. Oh please, Does a fairy tale really exist?

Please rember, no one falls in love by choice, it's by chance. And no one believes in love at first sight until that special person comes along and steals your heart

However, loving someone and not being loved in return, is the worst thing in the world